I held on....

I held on so long. I'm tenacious Too tenacious. Holding onto those who only see me as optional- Holding onto those who don't respect me. Holding onto those who don't see me. Holding onto to those who don't want me around, They don't like me or want to be in my company, But what's wrong? Is it me? Am I unlovable? No just Codependent. I will let go and relearn and unlearn and cry and try and STOP chasing love. I will set boundaries and keep toxic people away/out. I will let go of blood -out out damn spot .stop- They've bullied me my whole life IT IS TIME- There was noone on my side- not even me! But that has changed. This is so hard! I have never felt so alone, but I will survive! And THRIVE (From my upcoming new book, RED)